Frust.

Tadi ak da try tulis entri yg menggambarkan ape yg ak rase. P bile ak bc semula......mcm haram je. mcm haram je jd ak da delete.

I wrote this entry instead.

Frust giler. Bile ko tggu bagai utk pakwe sndri call. But hey wait! xde pon. Since his birthday lak tu. Yg da sah2 la dpt free call ye dak?n its for a week la kemon.

Siyesshit frust ah citer dye. Ak nk cite pon xtau la cne nk citer. Ak bole tulis kat sini je. So i wont feel absurd or to tense bout the whole matter. it really does affect la. Siyes. 

Geram.

Benci.

Menyampah.

Ase nk tumbuk je kau!

Ko bz sgt an kje?Ko da xde mase sgt an?fine.fine.fine lah xda hal weh. Ak ni nsb bek bukn jenis ppuan yg cling to men je la. nsb bek. lau x mmpos ah ak porak peranda kan kehidupan ko la @##*&&^tuuttttt!!! 

hahhhh..puas ati ak.

Siyes ak ase frust je stp hari. Ak kena nangis. So that ak lega. P tahla recently ak xbley nangis. mnela ak tau.

Penat camni. 

Kau tahu?

Tahu ke kau?

Kau tahu yet do u care less bout that?

----Ak xde pasaan ke?Am i not sb's precious?

Just how would i bear this situation with mix negative feelings inside idk

Saturday..and a precious call..

Salam..Hi..

Its saturday again..dan utk kesekian kalinya..hari terpenting ak..almost half a year now..knape?knape sabtu?ape yg pnting sgt??

Sbb pada hari sabtu la ak akan dpt panggilan telefon yg ak tggu2 sgt..panggilan telefon dari boyfie ak..klaka?mcm xbest an?xpelah..ak pun bukn cantik mne pon..tp yg penting ak thu ak da ade cinta sejati ak..cinta insaniah ak..ade sdkit limitations utk kitorg..n now sort of having long distance relationship..no calls,no messages except the one phone call on saturday..itupun maybe around 10-15 min time..

Tapi hari ni holiday..independence day Malaysia yg ke 56..ak da celebrate da smlm..wakaka..ngan memeber ak..g nengok 'The Conjuring'..kahkah..n when its holiday..emm..maybe theres no phone call kot..xpelah..nk wat guane..tgok jam pun da pkul 5.50pm da tu..positive la gitu..

kdg2..ak terpk..hidop cmni..ade relationship cmni..mcm xde pakwe je..p ak pk blk..I am the one who willing to bear with this aite?so hadap je la..nk wat guane ag..nk lawan takdir??hah??berani kau??kahkah(ok merepek~)

T kat entries akan datg ak citer pasal 'The Conjuring' movie yg ak tgok tu ek..skrg ni cm sedih ckit..type entri ni pon sambil donga my favourite of all time, 'Another You' by cromok

Oklah..babai for now~
Abg..mish u~